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谢谢 Thank you.
我觉得熊族一冒出来 电影就毁了 I think the little bears ruin it.
本来还以为是冒险科幻片 You're watching an adventure movie
结果「熊熊」变成了「芝麻街」 and suddenly it becomes Sesame Street.
甚至还给我唱起歌来咧 They even start singing...
太可怕了 It's awful.
那导演是个天才好不好 The guy is a genius.
我也很喜欢 I Ioved it.
还有一幕大坏蛋脱掉钢盔后 And when they take off the bad guy's helmet,
他一脸结屎面 还哭了起来… his head looks like a hard-boiled egg and he starts crying...
够啦 别爆雷 Don't tell me,
我想要自己看 I wanna see it.
要有布偶才会变「芝麻街」啦 It's like Sesame Street, only with more puppets.
黑武士和路克是父子的梗还不赖 Darth Vader being Luke's father is great.
三部曲到这算是埋了一个好伏笔 They closed the trilogy with an enigma, a key to keep it going.
还会有下一集喔 They're making more?
妈呀不会吧 No fucking way.
你好 Hi.
你们好啊 Hi.
你好 Hi.
我们的私房药头米奇住那间 This is Micki's room, our own personal drug dealer.
他永远不在家 He's never around,
但货的品质是屌 but the hash is great.
厨房在后面 The kitchen is in back.
这里是客厅 And this is the living room.
欢迎光临啰 Welcome.
真受不了安杰罗和他的裸体模特儿 I can't stand Angulo and his fucking nudes.
掌握什么狗屁人体骨架… All that crap about capturing the gesture...
接着就看他把人画成一堆火腿 Then the guy draws all that... bacon!
根本就是一串串的火腿啊 老天爷 They look like hanging strips of bacon, man.
但又能奈他何 只能努力地画 Don't be so picky, just draw better.
是不是 Right?
他画得很烂 He draws badly.
所以才对学生那么机车 That's why he's so picky.
他是嫉妒你 He's jealous of you.
他没有画很烂啦 He doesn't draw so badly.
只是你表现太杰出 被他盯上了 It's just that you draw really well, and he notices.
连史尼克也对老师不爽 Sneakers can't stand him either.
听说他气到有天晚上出门买醉 I heard he went out for drinks the other night and the guy...
酒过三巡就抓狂了 went nuts afterthree drinks.
整个大暴走 Unbearable!
这草后劲强吧-是啊 -Good hash, huh? -Yeah.
你等一下会肚子饿 You're gonna get hungry.
你这野丫头 荷西塔 You're a naughty girl, Josita.
她茫了 别闹她… Don't give her shit.
他没理我啊 He isn't.
的确没有 Of course not.
我的荣幸 It's a compliment.
别叫我荷西塔 -你不喜 -Don't call me Josita. -You don't like it?
不喜欢 No.
史尼克是个神经病 Sneakers is a lunatic.
但他很厉害 But he's good.
我喜欢他的创作 I like his work.
有一次 The other day
他竟然…要把松鼠的… he glued the skull
头盖骨… of a squirrel
黏到他那从未完工的旷世大作上 to that painting he neverfinishes.
他去哪抓的松鼠啊 Where does he get that stuff?
不知道耶 I don't know.
大概在乡下吧 From the country, I guess.
他每到周末就出走 He leaves on weekends
返校时总带回一堆石头和怪东西 and comes back with rocks and stuff.
超好笑的啦 It's really funny.
差不多了 Okay.
我要出去处理一下事情 I'm going out for a minute to do a couple of things.
还是不要好了 Don't.
奇怪我每次都这样 It always happens to me.
不知道为什么 就是做不下去 I don't know why, but I can't.
对不起… I'm sorry.
如何 Well?
刚才是怎样 How's it going?
不怎样 对吧 Lousy, right?
用膝盖想想也知道 Just as I imagined.
别难过… Don't worry.
我来弥补 I can fix this in a flash.
这是你们的预谋吗 Did you plan this?
是啊-没啊 -Yes. -No.
是你设计我们妈的混账 You planned this, you bastard.
其实… Well,
我只是猜到可能会擦枪走火而已 I imagined it might happen.
好了啦 又没什么大不了的 Come on, it's no big deal.
靠 马克 是你自己告诉我的 Shit, Marcos, you told me. I knew.
但你教我要找不同女生试试… But you said I should try with different girls.
然后呢 And what did we do?
这不就试了吗 Just that.
我是在帮你忙耶 拜托 I did you a favor, admit it.
好啦 算爽到我 但我尽力了啊 Fine, I did myself one, but I did one foryou as well.
我们三个还是好朋友吧? The three of us are fine, right?
交情比以前更好了 是不是 We're better than ever. Aren't we?
话说回来 也许… Think about it. Maybe...
这就是对策也说不定 this is the answer.
责任我来担 你尽管放轻松 I take responsibility and you relax.
慢慢等你克服了心魔 If you overcome your fear of not being able to,
坦白说很有可能喔 which you should, because in all modesty,
每次看我们做 你总会有反应吧 I always get the job done... someday you're bound to get a hard on.
真的 搞不好喔… At least, probably.
那我算什么 Where do I come in?
你是最佳女主角 You're the best part.
我非常喜欢你… Because I really like you.
甚至超过他喜欢你的程 More than he does.
但要是没有他 你根本不会跟我睡 But without him, you'd never have slept with me.
你又知道了 -我就是知道 -You don't know that. -Yes, I do.
而且知道很久了 I've known for years.
因为女孩子都比较喜欢他 Girls always prefer him.
这也是为什么我爱跟帅哥做朋友 That's why
可以捡他们的剩菜 I need handsome friends, for their scraps.
没错 我就是秃鹰 Yeah, I'm a vulture.
那又怎样 So what?
情非我愿啊 谁不想像希腊雕像一样高大俊美 It's not my fault, I'd love to be 6-6 and look like a Greek god.
我没这个命啊 But I wasn't so lucky.
但天无绝人之路… Though I was endowed with
好在我「天赋异秉」 an amazing piece of machinery.
我没有吗 Wasn't I?
我看你是天生的浑球 You're such a jerk.
我也很喜欢你 荷西 I like you too, Jose.
喜欢到我愿意冒险与你一试 Enough that I dared to try with you.
看你跟他喇舌让我好性奋 Watching you kiss him makes me horny as hell.
嗨 宝贝 Hi, sweetie.
今天在学校还好吗 Everything okay?
荷西 吃饭啰 Maria Jose, time for dinner!
不要 -为什么 -No. -Why not?
没有为什么 -为什么不 -Because. -Why not?
因为… 杰米 Because, Jaime.
我就是不要 No.
太夸张了啦 It's just crazy.
这种关系不正常 It's not normal.
是啊我知 但我们本来就不正常 I know that. But we're not normal.
我们是搞艺术的 We're artists.
你自己搞吧 Fuck you.
我有事要问你们 I want to ask you something.
你们要据实以答 But I want the truth.
要是敢骗我 统统下地狱 If you lie to me, you can both go to hell.
好害怕哦 Scary!
没在跟你说笑 杰米 I'm serious, Jaime.
你们曾经跟其他女生3P吗? Have you done this with other girls I know?
没有 No.
说实话 Tell me the truth.
我们还有谁可以选 Who else would we do it with?
其他女生都丑死了 They're all totally ugly.
你当我们这么不挑喔 What do you take us for?
荷西… Jose,
你是唯一的人选 you're the only one worth it.
我们非你莫属 The only one.
去吃午饭吧 Let's get some lunch.
我请客 My treat.
你的两个男友贫富很不均喔 You have a rich boyfriend and a poor one.
八月某夜 忘记是什么原因了 It was a night in August. I don't remember why, but...
我在生朋友的气 就到海边散心 I was angry with my friends so I took a walk on the beach.
有个男人朝我走来 A guy walked up to me...
长相一般般 normal-looking...
我也不知道 就看起来还可以 I don't know, he looked okay to me.
30或35岁之类的… Thirty, maybe thirty-five.
跟当时的我比起来算很老了 Back then he seemed old to me.
「一个人吗」他问我 ''Are you alone?''
「是啊」 ''Yeah.''
「要不要跟我走」 ''Wanna come with me?''
结果他坐下来 我们开始聊天 He sat down and we talked.
问我名字丶为何晚上在海边落单 ''What's your name? Why are you alone on the beach so late?''
还问我家住哪里 ''Where do you live?''
他说他爱裸泳 可惜当地禁止 He said he loved skinny-dipping, but it wasn't allowed there.
又问我有没有过光身子被埋在沙里 He asked if I'd ever been naked in the sand.
说那感觉有多好多好… What a great feeling it was.
他问我想不想试试看 He asked if I wanted to try it.
于是我们就躲到大岩石后面 We went over behind some rocks,
脱光了衣服 took off our clothes...
没隔多久后他就贴上来 After a while he came over
开始帮我吹喇叭 and started sucking me off.
直到把我吹出来 Until I came.
没人这样对我过 还蛮舒服的 Nobody had ever done that to me before, and I liked it.
我喜欢 I really liked it.
非常喜欢… A lot.
但我从中得知… But I learned one thing.
我并不爱男人 That I don't like men.
因为我从没把他或任何男人放心上 Because I didn't think of him, or any other guy like him.
完全没有爱的感觉 Nothing happened to me inside.
我不是同性恋 杰米 I'm not a homosexual, Jaime.
我又没说你是 I didn't say you were.
有 你就是这个意思 Yes, you did.
你一直挂在嘴边 You're always saying it.
说往事、开玩笑、故意提到你妹 Telling stories, making jokes, talking about your sister...
妈的 那是的好不好 Damn, because it's true.
我妹真的是蕾丝边 I have a sister who's a dyke
但她活得很开心 and she's happy.
她以前不是 但她试了才知道 She wasn't before, but she tried it.
她是我最亲的妹妹 She's my favorite sister.
随便啦 反正我不是同性恋 Fine, but I'm not a homosexual.
你有可能是… -杰米 -You might be, you just... -Jaime.
杰米-好啦 Okay.
好啦 Okay.
我道歉… Okay, I'm sorry.
没关系 It's okay.
我也有话要说 I have something to say, too.
什么事 What?
我跟你没感觉有「到」过 I don't come anymore.
什么意思 What do you mean?
就是不嗨的意思 I mean I don't come.
没有高潮 I can't come.
我喜欢做爱 I like fucking,
我也会性奋 I get turned on...
但我就是没有高潮 But when the moment arrives, I can't.
完全没有 I can't.
是哦 但… Yeah, but...
你有在呻吟啊 you make little noises.
该叫的时候你都没少叫 You scream and everything.
电影里不都这么演的吗 Because I've seen it in movies.
原来我没办法满足你 I don't make you come.
但是… But...
我搞不懂 I don't get it.
那你叫床叫的是心酸的么 Then why do you scream?
让你们爽啊 To please you.
这样男生才会有感觉吧 So you think it went fine.
我每次都有叫 I always do it.
不知道耶… I don't know.
如果我都惦惦的 会很奇怪吧 It would be weird if I stayed quiet.
好妙的三角关系 What a situation!
妈的我还真庆幸找上你们咧 Lucky I found you two, damn...
好像冥冥天注定一样… It's like I chose you on purpose.
我一度还以为撮合了什么好事 For once I set up something amazing and bam!
殊不知一个不举 另一个冷淡 One is impotent, the other frigid.
妈的妙极了 真他妈妙极了 Fucking wonderful. Just fucking wonderful.
也无所谓啦 It's okay.
真的 不碍事 Really, it's fine.
我来想办法 对我来说你们都重要 I'll think of something. This really matters to me.
当务之急有两件事情 First, we'll do two things.
第一 我们需要大床 I think we need a big bed.
有床好办事 We desperately need a big bed.
但我没钱 就交给你了 I'm broke, but you, Marquitos, could take care of it.
至于第二件事情… And number two...
我们要开始狂干 We've gotta start fucking.
说干就干 Have sex right now.
这样的三人行组合可是一时之选 The best any of us has ever had.
要叫就随你叫 你怎么高兴就怎么来 You can scream if you like, do whatever you want.
现在就来 好吗 Let's just fuck, okay?
做完再聊 We'll talk later.
看见什么画什么 You paint what you see.
当然啰 Of course.
重点是你看事物的角度 What matters is how you see it.
不一定喔 Maybe not.
也许我们该画看不见的东西 Maybe we should paint what we don't see.
一种心灵的构圆 A frame of mind.
不明白不代表不存在 I don't know. Though we don't realize,
其实万事万物都自成一幅画像 everything is a self-portrait.
是啦 但我们只画看得见的东西 Okay, fine. But we paint what we see.
技术才是王道 不务实的话 Technique is everything. Without it,
就无法正确表情达意了 we can't express anything.
（戈雅画作：撒旦吞吃自己孩子）
你说过「看见什么就画什么」 You say we paint what we see.
那么这一张该怎么办 What do we do with this one?
不知道 你说该怎么办 I don't know, you tell me.
除非你想依样画葫芦… UnIess you want to copy it...
我现在好想「那个」喔 I could really go for sex right now.
你帮我求她 其他我搞定 You look at her, I'll do the rest.
你很机车耶 You're such a pain.
荷西塔 -干么 -Josita... -What?
喂 荷西塔 别生气啦 Hey, Josita. Don't be mad.
（戈雅画作：陷于流沙的狗）
喜欢吗 You like it?
我比较喜欢蓝色 I liked the blue one better.
但粉红色比较适合发廊 The pink one is better for a hair salon.
好看吗-好看 -Do you llke it? -Yes.
“今天在巴斯克区…” ...in Portugalete, in the Basque Country.
一名身穿灰上衣牛仔裤年轻人” A young man wearing jeans and a gray sweater
“从背后袭击被害人…” approached the victim from behind...
老天 年轻人都无法无天了 Good lord, they'll never stop.
我出门啰 See you later.
“受害人已婚育有两子… ...married and with two children,
“人就倒在血泊中…” was left in a pool of blood
“经医护人员急救后保住一命…” and treated by neighbors and paramedics from a nearby hospital...
我认为你是从绘画过程体会现实 I think you see reality through the drawing
而不是透过绘画成果 and not through the paint.
你何不破格、用点取代线来构图 Why don't you work the structure with spots?
你有感觉吗 Almost there?
不要停 不要停… Don't stop...
放轻松… Relax.
别紧张 Don't get nervous.
我们有的是时间 We have all the time in the world.
你只能自撸 Maybe you do,
当然有时间… jerk-off...
那你到了吗 Did you come?
没… No.
但我好开心 But it was great.
好漂亮 马克 It's very good, Marcos.
画得眞好 It's very good.
向孤寂大师爱德华霍普致敬罢了 It's a bit Hopper.
老派 没啥特别的 Typical stuff, nothing special.
但我看到的可不是这样 That's not what I thought when I saw it.
如果看仔细点 的确会联想到他 If you look closely, it can remind you of him.
但我仍然觉得很出色 But I think it's great.
我不觉得 I don't.
-我觉得 Yes.
不会吧 No.
马克… Marcos...
听着 Look.
我觉得出色是因为看见你的心 What I see is there because you put it there.
那光影 The light,
好消沉 almost gloomy,
而窗外的天空… the gray sky...
灰暗悲伤 and sadness.
没错 到处可见灰暗悲伤 That's it. Sadness is everywhere.
但青春不该这样的 And it shouldn't be.
笔下灰暗反映了你内心世界 It's there because that's how you see it.
你自己应该很清楚 And you know it.
我想这也是你作品杰出的原因 That's why I think it's the best thing I've seen in class.
别闹了 Don't be ridiculous.
喂 荷西 Hey, Jose.
你想要的话就是你的 If you want, you can have it.
等我交完作业就送你 When I turn it in, you can keep it.
谢啦 Thanks.
哈啰 Hi.
我带了海鲜回来 -太好了 -I bought seafood. -Fantastic!
闻起来好香啊 -嗨 -That smells great. -Hi.
你知道杰米不喜欢花枝吗 Did I mention Jaime doesn't llke cuttlefish?
他说他喜欢啊 He said he does.
最好是咧 Right.
我从我妈那里带来一些好料 I took some things from my mother.
当年 在我嫁给他之前…” ” Back then, he had written me
“他写了一首情诗给我” a poem before we got married.
“从没人写过情诗给我” Nobody had ever written a poem about me.
“那时正闹分手 砂得不可开交” At that time, during the break-up, when things were rough,
“他便把情诗直接寄来了我家” he sent it to my house.
“其中几句更让我读进了心底…” I remember reading those first verses.
「眞的 吾爱 千眞万确」 ''It's true, my love, it's true.
「你似阳光填满了我心房」 You have brought light into my heart
「而我灵魂正蒙绕着春田的芬芳」 and the scent of the countryside in springtime into my soul...''
“之后不久 我就决定嫁他了…” Shortly after that we were married.
你好 -你好 -How are you? -Fine.
嗨 你好 你好 Hey, what's up?
“眼前的悲伤欢笑” All the sequences
“转瞬间过往云烟” have come to an end.
“人生尽欢趁青春…” Time can't wait...
你刚干嘛那样 Why did you do that?
因为… Because.
因为你们是我的男朋友 Because you're my boyfriends.
因为你们爱上了我 You're in love with me
我也爱上了你们 and I'm in love with you.
我不希望旁人说闲话 And I don't want people to think you're a thing.
说我放荡在耍你这个备胎 That I'm just some jerk driving you around.
我宁可将事实昭告天下 I'd ratherthey knew the truth.
坦承我们三人在一起 That the three of us are together,
坦承我们同床共枕 that we sleep together
坦承我们相爱… and that we love each other.
因为我的爱你们 Because I love you guys.
我没说出口 不代表不爱 I've never said it, but I do.
两个都爱 Both of you.
非常爱… A Iot.
摸我 Touch me.
到了吗给点面子… Come on, come. Do it for us.
汗甜不甜 Tasty?
早啊 -早 -Good morning. -Good morning.
还有咖啡吗-应该有吧 -Any coffee left? -I think so.
你今天要干么 What's your plan?
不知道 I don't know.
跟杰米那票男生出去吧 Hang out with Jaime and the guys.
准备好没-你先拿下楼 -Are you ready? -You can take that down.
爸 你拿这些画干么 Dad, are you taking that painting?
很丑耶 It's awful.
你叔叔和阿姨喜欢啊 You know your aunt and uncle love it.
你敢画就别怕别人喜欢 Then you shouldn't have painted it.
要乖喔 Behave yourseIf.
总之呢 Anyway...
哪天带杰米回家给妈看看 I'd like to meet that Jaime of yours sometime.
毕竟常听你谈起他 I've heard so much about him.
星期三见 See you Wednesday.
我爸妈想见我的男友 My folks want to meet my boyfriend.
你们其中一个遇六得来我家吃饭 So one of you has to come to dinner on Saturday.
那天我妈生日 她每年都会摆桌 It's my mom's birthday and she has a dinner every year.
非正式的派对 It's informal.
她交代我要带男友出席 She said to bring my boyfriend.
我常不在家 就只好坦承交男友了 I told them I had a boyfriend because I'm never at home.
你们能理解吧 You understand, right?
很简单啊 It's very simple.
总之你们派一个人来吃饭 One of you two comes, has dinner,
就这样而已 and that's it.
可以丢铜板决定 You can flip a coin.
不用… No, no.
我去 I'll go.
好极了 Okay.
正巧我说我男友的名字就是杰米 I told them your name was Jaime.
马克… Marcos...
男友不能同时有两个名啊 A boyfriend can't have two names.
是啊 但你选择了他的名字 Yeah, but you chose his.
你比他内向许多 You're a lot shyer than he is.
我以为你不会想抛头露面 I didn't think you'd want to.
你一定会嫌麻烦 That you'd think it was a drag.
我无所谓 你想来还是可以来 I don't care. Come if you want.
不用 说好了我去呀 No, I'll go.
我带纸笔去画画 好取悦你爸妈 I'll bring some pencils and sketch something to please them.
很容易的 No problem.
嗨 Hi.
请进 Come in.
你们好 Hello.
我男友… My boyfriend.
杰米和马克 Jaime and Marcos.
我是麦蒂 I'm Maite.
荷西的妈妈 Maria Jose's mother.
你好 Hi.
生日快乐 -谢谢你 -Happy birthday. -Thank you.
终于见到你了啊 I was eager to meet you.
伯母好 -你好 -Hello. -Hi.
生日快乐 -谢谢你 -Happy birthday. -Thank you.
送我的-对 -For me? -Yes.
好漂亮 They're beautiful.
荷西 帮忙放在瓶里 Maria Jose, put them in water.
来客厅吧 Come in the living room.
杰米和他朋友来了 Jaime and his friend are here.
学校的课上得如何 So how is art school going?
还应付得了 Fine.
我女儿说你修了很多学 Maria Jose tells me you're studying various subjects.
油画、色彩学…都有接触是吧 Painting, color... A little of everything, right?
对 还有雕刻之类的… Engraving, painting...
也有艺术理论 -眞好 -We also study art theory. -That's great.
年轻人就该多方尝试 You have to branch out.
我的业务包含出租卡车… Truck rentals, for example...
哦 伯父事业有成 Yeah, that's a good business.
我要上洗手间 陪我一起去 I have to go to the bathroom. Will you come with me?
你硬了 You have a hard on!
那该怎么辨 How's that fortiming?
就做吧 Let's do it.
那杰米呢 What about Jaime?
谁理他啊 Screw Jaime.
我行了 荷西 这次一定可以 I can do it, Jose. I know I can.
别紧张 Don't get nervous.
有感觉 Can you feel it?
有 Yes.
小班 不要乱动 Benja, concentrate.
快画完了 Nearly finished.
嗨 玛莉贝 -嗨 宝贝 -Hi, Maribel. -Hi, sweetie.
小班乖不乖啊 What's up, Benjamin?
有漂亮的堂姊陪你很开心吧 Nice having a pretty cousin around, isn't it?
对呀 Yes.
有你的明信片 -谢谢 -Here, a postcard foryou. -Thank you.
帮邮差阿姨跟你妈妈问声好唷 Give your mother a kiss for me. From the mail woman.
回头见啰 -再见 -See you later. -Bye.
玛莉贝的口气好像把我当笨蛋一样 Maribel talks to me like I'm stupid.
大人都这样 It happens all the time.
我妹跟女友去布拉格 家里没人 My sister's in Prague with her girlfriend and I have the apartment.
马克跟他妈吵架 到我家避风头 Marcos came for a few days. He and his mom fought...
你也来找我们吧 Come visit us right now.
我觉得我妈不会答应 I don't know if my mom wilI like that.
叫她来听电话啊 -等等喔 -Put her on. -Hold on.
妈 Mom!
我觉得你比较爱他… You love him more.
并没有 No.
明明就有 Yes, you do.
没有 No.
把橄榄油给我 Pass the olive oil.
拿去 Here.
是时候了 马克 Okay, Marcos.
我觉得该跟她说瑞士妹的事 I think we should tell her about the Swiss girl.
她有权利知道 We owe her that.
什么瑞士妹 What Swiss girl?
少来了 全是他一手策划的 Leave me out of it. You set up the whole thing.
打电话给你那天 我们草了一个瑞士妹 The day we spoke on the phone we got it on with a Swiss girl.
两人一起上 Both at the same time.
当做暖身运动 不是吗 To warm up.
他总患得患失 所以先找个人演习 Right?
还是独自达阵的喔 He was feeling insecure and wanted to try his dick out.
我没那么爱那个妹 He did it all by himself.
对我来说她太高了 I didn't like the girl.
大长腿 She was too tall.
没骗你啊 我不喜欢她 Very long legs.
因为他语言通 Really, I didn't like her!
所以他先开始勾搭、调情… Since he speaks German,
而我几乎没碰她 he started saying things to her, flirting...
但眼前这位艺校之狼呢… I barely touched her, but the art school tiger here...
再加上这妹 实在该怎么说… And the girl, she was...
非常「主动」 是不是 Pretty ''active,'' wasn't she?
你说咧 You tell me.
你也有上她 You fucked her too.
我也不喜欢她 I didn't like her much either.
我说的 Really.
我原谅你们 I forgive you.
但有点不爽 显得我好纯情 It just bugs me, because I've been a saint.
我去拿报纸 要帮你们带什么 I'm getting the paper. You two want anything?
带烟回来 Bring cigarettes.
昨晚我们的事请别告诉他 We won't tell him about last night.
我不会说的 Ever.
我爱你 I love you.
我也爱你 I love you too.
嗨 -嗨 -Hi. -Hi.
你现在也开始画漫画啰 You're doing comics now?
主角叫「废物超人」 ''Supertrash.''
喜欢吗 You like it?
下课后见啰 Meet me after class.
别老窝在家 该出去走走 You need to get some air.
这是戈雅「陷于流沙的狗」画作 This is ''The Dog.''
恐怕是他黑暗时期最隐晦的作品 It's probably one of the most enigmatic of the black paintings.
值此期间 At this moment of his life,
戈雅人生宛若置身炼狱 Goya has seen hell up close,
而那份彷徨挣扎也呈现于画作中 which might be why this painting is so poignant.
此作出于一个心灵受创男人之手 It's the work of a man who is frightened.
本为壁画 在后人取下过程中受损 It was heavlly damaged when taken down from the wall where it was painted.
所以有好一阵子遭到了误解 For a whlle people even thought
误以为它并未完成 it was unfinished.
若仔细端详 你会发现狗的脸朝上 If you look closely, the dog is gazing up
它凝视着右上端 towards the upper right corner.
那里却空无一物 An empty space.
在看什么有什么埋在风沙中 What is the dog looking at, buried there in the sand?
它是在等待救赎 At something in particular,
或只是茫然凝视 or just into the void?
而我们又为何会对它寄予同情呢 Why do we identify with him?
“有些酱料适合用红洋葱“ Red onions are better for some sauces.
“水份较多” They're juicier,
“口感较佳…” more cheerful,
那还带点辛辣 a bit hot.
我奶奶都拿来生吃 My grandmother ate them raw,
夹面包 in chunks,
再大口大口地吃… like bread.
她是西班牙东南的安达鲁西亚人 She was Andalusian, from Jaen.
这样够吗还是要切更多 Like this or chopped more?
差不多了 That's fine.
跟你说喔 洋葱超神奇的 Onions are magic, you know.
只要料理得当 When cooked right,
它们很容易被煮化消失… they disappear.
就跟杰米的画一样 Like Jaime's paintings.
嘴巴不要那么坏 Don't be mean.
我建议他该继续画 He should draw.
他画得那么好 He draws very well.
他应该有自知之明吧 I think he knows he does.
虽然人们都常说别不自量力… They say we should accept our limits...
总该尽己所能啊 We do what we can.
该怎么说 I don't know.
人都会为理想尽力吧 People do what they can.
但我却都快没自信了 I don't have any faith anymore.
只能尽量画 少胡思乱想 I paint not to think.
才能继续画下去 To keep painting.
你呢 What about you?
放假回来你都没完成什么作品 You haven't done anything since we came back.
就是不想画 I don't feel like it.
完全没灵感… I have no ideas.
我喜欢把食物煮成一锅黑抹抹的 I love that this food is black.
那放只墨鱼不就得了 Now we have to add the cuttlefish.
我会克服的 I'll get over it.
以前我也有过低潮 It's happened to me before.
算家常便饭了 Plenty of times.
超好吃 It's awesome.
但下次吃点别的应该也不错 But maybe we could learn to make something else.
不行吗 No?
你不爱墨鱼-我爱死了 -You don't like the cuttlefish? -I love it.
我要去忙了 I'm going to work.
再见了 See you later.
那我们上床啰 Shall we go to bed?
你给我安份一点 Keep your clothes on.
凭什么 Why?
没我参与你们还不是做了八百次 You've done it without me hundreds of times.
但你都在场 But you were there.
我在也等同不存在 -但始终都在 -It was like I wasn't. -But you were.
我可没出现在她爸妈家的浴室 I wasn't in the bathroom at her parents' house.
而且你们在那之前就试过了 And you'd already tried it before that.
别再妄想了 Don't try it again.
他说得没错 I think he's right.
我该办间特殊教育学校 I should start my own school.
“专收性冷淡 ''Solutions for frigidity,
不举和艺术低潮期学生’ impotence and artistic depression.''
这小王八蛋 What a bastard!
这酒好烈呀 Strong wine.
杰米 这里又不是只有这几幅画 Jaime, there are more paintings.
是吗 Are there?
妈… Mom.
爸 Dad.
来介绍我朋友给你们认识 Come with me, I want you to meet someone.
爸妈 他们是我最要好的朋友 Mom, Dad, these are my best friends.
荷西和杰米 -伯父伯母好 -Jose and Jaime. -Nice to meet you.
幸会 Nice to meet you.
对 女生的荷西 Jose, without the accent.
这是我的昵称 Everybody calls me that.
第一次听怪怪的喔-是有一点 -It's weird at first, isn't it? -A bit.
来看画吧 Want to see the paintings?
好啊 儿子 Sure, son.
还有好多其他人的画呢 There are a lot more paintings here.
是啊 爸 这是毕业联展呀 Yeah, Dad. It's a group exhibition.
荷西你也画画吗 Do you paint too, Jose?
是呀 Yes.
马克和我是同班同学 Marcos and I are classmates.
再加一位 Another!
荷西 过来一下 Jose, come on.
荷西 他是朱利安 -你好 -This is Jose. Julian. -Hello.
她是卡门 -你好 -Carmen. -Hi.
她跟我同年 She's in my same year of school.
也相当有才华 She's also very talented.
我对马克很有信心 I have a lot of faith in Marcos.
这虽是他作品第一次展出 It's the first time we've shown his work.
但我们淮备投入一笔签约金 We've had an incredible amount of interest.
说的 我好兴奋 I'm very excited.
杰米 Jaime!
你要去哪 Where are you going?
早啊 Hi.
我们该谈谈了 We have to talk.
是曲终人散时候了 This is ending.
我们心里都清楚 不是吗 We know that, don't we?
我们已不再同窗了 We've finished our studies.
再也没借口混在一起了 There are no more excuses.
不再一起上课… No classes,
不再一起考试… no exams...
也没理由再住在一起 We can't go on living like before.
家里不会再汇钱给你 No more transfers from your old man...
你得搬回去住 You'll have to go home.
家人恐怕也会逼你回去 That's probably what your parents expect you to do.
所以我有个想法 That's why I have an offerto make.
你不用马上答应 You don't have to answer right away.
可以考虑一下 You can think it over.
最好彻底想清楚再答复我 You'd better think it through before answering.
我建议… I was thinking...
我们三个人从此在一起 we could live together.
我是认真的 I'm serious.
没在开玩笑 Very serious.
我现在能自己赚钱了 I have money now,
日后应该也不虞匮乏 and I've got more coming.
昨晚艺廊老板跟我谈了 I was approached last night by some gallery owners.
他们提出了签约计划 They made me offers.
有瓣法将我的画卖给高价买家 I can sell to whoever pays the most.
我们可以一起开工作室 We can rent a studio
租更大的房子 三人工作生活 or a big house where the three of us can live and work.
房钱我付 你们只分担开销 I can pay for the house and you can cover expenses,
有多少给多少 or whatever you can.
我需要你们 I need you.
我是认真的 That's the truth.
这样说或许有些自私 Maybe I'm being a bit selfish,
但因为你们 让我灵感泉涌 but with you two around things come easy to me.
有件事从没跟你们提过 I've never told you this,
过去我一直觉得活着很痛苦 but I find being alive very difficult.
每在踏出一步时就想退却 I'm tired before I do anything.
常逼自己去做别人喜欢的事 I have to force myseIf to do things other people do without thinking.
唯一不用强迫自己的事 The only thing that doesn't happen with
就是做画 is painting.
以往我人生漫无目的 I didn't feel like doing anything.
我是井底蛙 直到遇见你们 I lived in a tunnel until I met the two of you.
我才爱上了你们 I fell in love with you.
我爱你 杰米 I love you, Jaime.
我知道你只爱荷西 I know you're in love with Jose.
尽管如此 我还是深爱着我们 But in spite of it all, I'm still in love with us.
你们两个 加上我 You two with me,
我和你们两个… me with you two.
我们三人才称得上完整 The three of us together.
你们懂我意思吗 I don't know if you understand.
我懂… I do.
我完全懂你的意思 I understand you very well.
因为我也有相同感受 Because I feel the same way.
这就是为何我希望三人一起的原因 That's why I thought maybe we could live together.
就算试试也无妨吧 All I'm asking is that we try.
或许日后我会对这提议后悔 I might be saying things I'll regret later,
但至少我给了自己这个机会 but I might be giving you your only chance to stay together.
少了我 你们也没法在一起 You might not be able to make it work without me.
你打算回应我的提议吗 Aren't you going to answer me?
我这就是在回应你 I am answering you.
我一直期许自己能成为画家 Sometimes I think I could become a great painter.
或许这想法太过疯狂 I'll probably fall apart.
但只要我愿意 But if I continue,
只要坚持画下去… if I keep painting...
我至少迈向了自己的梦想 I could become a great painter.
你是具备潜能 You're talented.
却缺乏企图心 But you have no ambition.
画得虽好 却半途放弃 You were doing great, but you stopped.
或许你发现生命已另有所属 You can find another way.
但那却未必真能如你所愿 But you might not want to.
我知道杰米是有野心的… Meanwhile Jaime has ambition...
也有着等待实现的壮志 Plenty of it.
可惜他忽略了画外的人生感受 But he's never been able to see beyond his pencils.
徒然见山画山 被框架所限 He's good at copying dancers but nothing more.
很难跨越出去… He won't get anywhere.
这他自己也知道 He knows it.
我要走了… I'm leaving.
你决定等他 Are you going to wait for him?
别弃我而去 荷西 Don't leave me, Jose.
别离开我… Don't leave me.
（致 荷西）
谢谢观赏 豆瓣@Haleyrink1897 微博@超八高清制作组